Understanding the True Hinochi

Suicidal Emotions

2012-01-15T22:01:00.000-08:00

I've noticed that I have moments where I wish I died in some ways. I'm always thinking of death at least once every week. Not only that, I think of how I would die. Sometimes I think I'll slit myself and bleed to death, but in reality I'm not courageous enough to do that. I don't understand why I've always wanted to die. It's probably cause of my family. I have a kleptomaniac and hoarder mother, an obnoxious "queen" sister and a "servant" dad. It just makes me mad to live in a family like this. This family is causing my depression and suicidal moments.

However I may have suicidal moments, I don't have the courage to commit to it. Doubt is probably what is preventing me from dying yet hate is encouraging enough. I have so much hate. I hate my bullying, my sister, my mom, the rude Mexicans in my school, the overachieving Asians, the loud and annoying people who shout abominable things, etc. I practically hate a lot of people. I guess this is what a loner is like.

I'm a loner in my heart yet I have friends. That's kind of weird, but it is the truth. I'm quiet and stick to myself. I guess having been bully result in me being like this. I don't ever remember wanting to die before being bullying. The bullying trigger a lot of me and especially my depression.

Don't worry. I don't take anti-depression pills and I'll never will. I don't think I'm that depress compare to a lot of people. I just want to die, but I'm too scared. I don't want to know what it is like on the other side. Besides, I still have Toby. He's the only one that makes a smile on my face whenever I see him.

I guess there is a good side on having a dog. A dog is consider a companion to human and he's my companion even though I don't think he considers me his best friend. His best friend is the one that gives him food like meat which is my mom, dad, and the queen. I rarely feed Toby and I avoid feeding him meat. I know meat is bad, but my family is cheap and rather feed him meat than his little pellet.

Back to my suicidal stuff, now that I think about it... I scared the crap out of my mom with my suicidal moment. There was one time, I don't remember much, when I grab a knife out of the cabinet and walk into the garage placing the knife on my wrist. My mom walks into the garage and was going berserk when she saw the knife. I think I scared her a lot when I did that purpose. In reality, I know for sure I wouldn't cut myself. I'll think about doing that but I won't. In the end, my mom got the knife out of my hands and was very scared that her daughter was suicidal. She even told people at church and her sisters (my aunts). I bet now everyone knows of my suicidal event.

I wish she never told. It changes how people view me now. It's would have been better to keep things a secret, but knowing my mom.. she is a gossip queen like the queen. :(

Sorry to disappoint people who want to hear of a real suicidal moment where there is blood and a rope and etc.

Fine Point Pens and Slider Pencil Case

2012-01-07T17:30:00.000-08:00

Just wanted to say that I got what I wanted. Finally!!!

Also like to point out that the pens cost 3 bucks at Walmart and like 6 bucks at Staples. What a huge difference.

Cat in my parent's room!

2012-01-06T15:49:00.000-08:00

Today was suppose to be a normal day until a stray cat was found in my parent's room. I freak out and close the door to prevent the cat from attacking me. I never realize that I fear cat more than dogs since I like cats. The problem is when they bite. Cats bite HARD quote my teacher.

Now there is a cat in my parent's room and I'm waiting for my dad to deal with it when he comes back or my sister. My mom can't deal with dogs so it's impossible for her to deal with cats.

Grandpa is now gone... Dec. 30

2011-12-30T17:30:00.000-08:00

My grandpa passed away on Dec 30, 2011 and I'm already missing him even though we weren't exactly buddy buddy. :(

12-24-11, Ice Skating with Amigas

2011-12-28T18:08:00.000-08:00

Finally tooken the time to write about my ice skating experience on 24th of December.

Simple as that, I went ice skating with my friends again. Last time I went with them and it was a muy disaster since I was a hazard moving object. I drag people down with me. lol.

This time, it was okay since I didn't replica the domino theory.

Merry Christmas '11

2011-12-26T14:15:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas! It's a little to late to say this, but I wanted to in a way. I guess because I made an awesome picture and didn't get to use it yet. I was planning on posting yesterday but I was burned out. Why? Well on Saturday I went ice skating and since I was holding or leaning to the rail a lot, my arm hurts. The muscle on my right arm hurts. lol. As for Christmas, went out eating and was too bloated to make an entry on Christmas.

What I got: (technically it's not completed)

One of my friends knitted me a toy bear which I am amazed and ashamed since my gift to her would not be able to trump that. As for the stickers, it was not really a gift but I considered it a gift since I always wanted a Shugo Chara sticker of Utau and Amu.

What I wanted:

It's pretty simple. I just wanted a pencil box with drawers which cost a dollar. However I'm picky on how it is designed. I don't want the top and bottom to have some weird flaps. I want it to be plain and flat on every edges. That's why I refused to buy at a dollar tree which had ugly top and bottom .
I also wanted fine point pens (Ex: RSVP) that particularly looking like that. I like the smoothness when it writes since these pens don't require pressure just to make a mark.

*That's all I really want for Christmas. lol. Pretty simple yet no one bought it for me yet. I'm going to beg my mom to buy them.

Orihime x Ulquiorra "fan"

2011-12-23T15:57:00.000-08:00

For some unusual reason, I find this couple very appealing while others might disagree. I guess the sense of a innocent girl and a trouble minded guy together seems more interesting than your average innocent girl and boy like Kimi no Todoke.

I get this surging feeling when I think of this girl in love with someone totally opposite of her in personality wise, not popularity standards. It makes me eager to understand such love development. It's a shame in my eyes that Orihime can never be with Ulquiorra since Bleach is not exactly a love anime. However I will imagine it possible through fanfiction. lol.

Winter Break

2011-12-22T15:59:00.000-08:00

Since I'm on winter break, I made a goal to myself that I'll write an entry every day till winter break ends. So Dreadwing93 I'll be blogging for the next 3 weeks. :) Hope that I could make my blog less dead for Christmas.

Here's an ad I did for fun:

All images are properties of others. None of the images are made by me. All I did was put these pictures together to form some type of ad.

Black Friday 2011

2011-11-25T15:31:00.000-08:00

I went to the Ontario Mall and spent like 7 hours there. I only bought 2 shirts and a charcoal jean. lol. There was no point in me going to the mall if that was all I bought.

Not only that, I went at 2 am till 9 am. It was such a waste of time. I could have been sleeping.

The Black Friday's deal is not even that cheap. They are totally tricking people with those 50% off deals.

Overall: It was nice to get new clothes that I ACTUALLY LIKE. lol.

Result of the School Contest

2011-11-10T23:41:00.000-08:00

Only 1 thing I need to say: I WON THE CONTEST AND WILL BE RECEIVING AN IPOD TOUCH. IN ADDITION, MY POSTER WILL BE IN EVERY CLASSROOM. LOL.

Blog on Private

2011-11-06T15:25:00.000-08:00

Just recently, I've been thinking about blogs and how people get kick out of college just for having a blog. So I'm kind of freaking out thus I decided that the only way to prevent college administors from looking at my blog is by blocking them. Meaning my whole blog will go to private phrase for this whole year. I'll reopen my blog to the public on 2012 of January.

Contest to win an ipod touch at my school.

2011-11-01T01:36:00.000-07:00

The contest involves the usage of technology to create the most attractive poster. This poster, if won, would be display in EVERY classroom next year. lol. I doubt I would win.

It's either they like it or don't. No neutrality. Why? I believe the background decides everything. As you can see, mines all BRIGHT.

Masterpiece Created during 6th period

2011-10-20T19:49:00.000-07:00

Give me some feedback.

The name is this artwork is Butterfly Worm.
Art created by the tampering of Amy trying to figure out how Adobe stuff works.

HATE: Family's Fridge is a MESS!

2011-10-14T17:33:00.000-07:00

I just had a glimpse of my family's freezer (fridge)and I saw about 48 bags of variety of meat. 48 bags of meat. That's only the first fridge. We have two fridge so there is more than 48 bags of meat. So... all I'm saying is that there is no way we could consume that much meat within this month.

My mom tends to overspend on items we don't need especially meat and miscellaneous items which cost a lot. My mom buys more than we can finish. Half the items she usually buys are repeats and later become spoils.

Why? Well my mom doesn't know what she buys. All she know is that it is meat but she doesn't know what type of meat.

I'm mad that my mom is willing to spend more money on food rather than clothes for me. I've been wearing the same clothes the last 4 years of my life. I rarely get new clothes. I only get a pair of jeans only once a year. How pathetic is this.

Rejection from Laurels

2011-10-09T20:32:00.000-07:00

What is Laurels?
I believe it is an honor society which deals with community work and volunteering. It's also somewhat like a sisterhood where only the talented and active people can be in. That would be not me since I'm not really active or outgoing like I previous stated in my various posts on this blog. lol. I'm really shy to the point that I get so nervous just from speaking.

Anyways... just recently... like a week ago. I received my rejection letter from them in my Govt AP class. It was truly horrifying to be rejected in front of my AP Govt class than be rejected. It was so horrible that I hate Laurels for doing that. I wish they gave me my rejection letter another way than by handling it to me in front of class. Well... I can't do anything about it so whatever now. I finally gotten over the embarrassment.

I bet you guys are wondering what I am doing posting my rejection. Well..I'm basically ranting. lol. I am disappointed that I didn't get in, but I already anticipated that I would not make it in due to my lack of communication and also my lack of participation in clubs and events. Since i can't change the result I might as well rant about my failures.

Here is a picture of me holding a framed letter of rejection from Laurels:

This is an example of America's belief that everyone has equality of opportunity but not equality of result. Guess what? I fulfill that requirement. lol.

I look like I have a moustache. What do you think? no... don't answer that.

Second Round of Laurels and Little Tokyo

2011-09-24T23:03:00.001-07:00

So hello fellow followers. Today I report to you my joy. First is that I made it to the second round of Laurels, which is an organization that volunteers. The issue with this is that this organization does not accept just anyone. You have to audition and get interview and stuff. If I make it in, I get to wear a suit and look professional. So I am happy that I made it to the second round. The second round is basically the interview. I hope I do well.

Also, another fun I have is that I went to Little Tokyo. There was like tons of Japanese food and cos-players and cute guys. lol. Awkward.

To all you curious ppl who want to know how I look like... well I posted my picture this time. Please don't comment my appearance. I get emotional if you say something bad about my looks.

I wish I could cosplay like her. She looks so cute. If only I was cute....

OMG... this store contains EVERYTHING that relates to ANIME. lol. There was like shelves and shelves of anime figurines like Miku, Gintoki, etc. Tons of figurines I don't know but you may know them. lol

Harvest Crusade 2011 @ Dodger Stadium

2011-09-12T22:31:00.000-07:00

On Saturday, September 10, 2011, I went to Harvest Crusade with the kindly invite from my lil sister and her church. I have been told by my little sister that this event is big for all Christian since it is the first time Harvest Crusade was at Dodger Stadium in Los Angeles. For me, I found this event rather loud. I can say that there were tons of radical Jesus believers and such since they keep yelling their love for Jesus.

At this event, I also been told that there would be 3 famous Christian singers appearing. I think one of the most famous is Chris Tomlin. I don't know him, but many of my sister's fellow youth group knows him.

Overall, it was a fabulous event since I listened to many tragic stories that been shaped by Jesus. Sad part is that, the next day I had to pull an all nighter to do all my hw.

Senior Year- First day- Introductions

2011-08-30T23:43:00.000-07:00

Today was the day of torture since it's the day of introduction and such. As you may all know (or not) that I'm shy and hate attention when I don't want it. I hate how people will focus all their undivided attention toward me to hear what I got to say so ugh... I dread introductions.

Here's my schedule this yr:
Spanish 3
Government AP
Pre Calculus
Physics AP
English AP
and lastly Desktop Publishing which I have, but really I don't need it. lol.

My day can only be concluded as dreadful because I have to introduce my unworthy self to others.

Creation of my Facebook Account

2011-08-14T20:58:00.000-07:00

After many years of peer pressure, I finally allowed myself to make a Facebook account. It brought me pain to make an account since having a Facebook was like me losing a game. I made it my goal not to have a Facebook account, but now I have broken that goal of mine.

In addition, Facebook is addicting especially photos and instant chat otherwise it's practically boring. Not much of a use except to connect with your peers at school.

One thing I did gain from Facebook is connecting with my old friends back in elementary school. I was able to find a friend that was my role model as a kid since she's so smart and really nice. I even saw tons of people I knew as a kid on facebook. One thing I have to say is that everybody is so different. I can barely recognize them.

Overall, Facebook is kind of useful and kind of useless.

Summerpalooza at San Diego

2011-08-10T18:27:00.000-07:00

Hi everyone. I haven't been posting as much as I was suggesting to do so I apologize. I am sorry for being a hypocrite. It's my fault for making an impossible promise online. Well, I've been off to places this summer and this time it was to San Diego. This is old news since I came back on August 4th. It took me long to write about it though due to my laziness.

Anyways, I'll describe this trip as shortly as possible for you guys. First of all is that Summerpalooza is a trip sponsor by PREP (after school program). To be able to attend Summerpalooza, I had to fill out an application which is a $1,000 scholarship just for this trip. I got accepted but sadly the Queen did not. She was utterly upset when I went and came back.

This trip is 4 days and 3 nights at the University of San Diego. Also, all food was provided thus it was not necessary to bring any money.

Campus:
The campus is on a hill which is fabulous since the breeze past through. I also love the scenery. In addition, Sea World is close to this college. What is there to dislike for "some" people is that it is a religious school. It has churches and mass.

Dorm:
I dorm with this girl. She's a music loving person and I learned that she favors rap which apparently I don't favor as much as she does. The room was good and it had nice drawers and desks. The showers were good to use, but I personally dislike how I have to wear sandals while taking showers. It feels weird and uncommon to me. It kind of gross me out. One thing that scared the heck out of me is that our tour guide told us that the dorms are haunted by a nun. :<

Group:
At Summerpalooza, all girls were grouped together. The group contained at least 6-10 girls. I have to say that my group was alright. I enjoy my group fairly enough except that some girls were not outgoing. If someone wasn't going to be outgoing, chances are that the group will be quiet.

Activities:
All groups have to do yoga, tae kwon do, and a personality drawing. In addition, there were group activities such as the relay race, skit, and discussion activities.

Bullying:
There was a day where we discuss about bullying since it was discovered by the PREP that a girl was bullied. It was a serious matter. Everyone talk about their experience with bullying. I kept my mouth shut.

Role Model:
The day of tears for many girls except me. Everyone cried when they talk about their role model and I did not shed any tears. I learned not to cry too much since my parents always taunt me when I cry. Also, I was more nervous to speak so crying was out of question.

Food:
Everyday I had greasy food since that was what the cafeteria served. I had burgers, fries, omelet, nasty chinese food, pasta, hotdog, etc. All these food were free of charge. In addition, when I came home I even bought a muffin, a doughnut, a few drinks, and tons of gum. Why? Free of charge. lol

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In conclusion, it was a very fun trip and it was nice to be away from my family. Besides, I learned a lot from many girls during this trip. I also met some nice girls as well.

Funny thing though is that when I came home, Toby has been thoroughly shaved. That scared the heck out of me. He looks freaky.

Cal State Northridge and Santa Monica Pier

2011-07-30T01:19:00.000-07:00

Today July 29 2011, I visited my cousin's apartment and his campus. What I can say about his campus was that it was very depressing. I could barely believe that people live there. I mean come on, there was not even a proper living room nor a table for food. It's so wrong. Well I don't blame my cousin since he's a dude and he's living with other dudes. Guys aren't clean. In addition, they had weights in the living room.

After that, off we went to campus. The campus was desolated since it's summer. It was a really big campus and had tons of squirrels. I enjoy the squirrels but the campus it was not for me really. The buildings were so far away from one another (same with all university). It's just the feel of the school just wasn't for me. Though it didn't work for me, I enjoy the library. It was pretty big and quiet. I love libraries.

Later at 8, I hung out with my ancient church fellows. I haven't been to church for a whole year and I can say that nothing change except the people. I saw new people today. I felt weird since not all of them know me and I just pop out of nowhere. The only people who know me were my cousins, some dudes, and the church leader. The church leader suggest that I go back to church but I don't think so. Church doesn't seem cut out for me. I don't believe in God like some extremist.

So at church, we went to the pier at Santa Monica. It was dark and really cold. The youth leaders were ignorant since it was more prudent to go early. If they went early, they would have given us the chance to see a beautiful horizon across the sea. That's an amazing sight. I love how the sun reflects it's light onto the water. It's fabulous. After all that, I finally came home at 1. Now I'm tired and ready to doze. See ya buddies.

Note: No summer school for me. School ended on July 28. Though summer school ended, I have to finish reading Pride and Prejudice for my English AP class. Current, I love the book and I also plan to read Sense and Sensibility. After reading it is time for me to type my essay. End.

Huntington Beach

2011-07-28T23:19:00.000-07:00

Today I had many things going on such as the Senior Portrait, the end of Summer School and lastly the trip to Huntington Beach.

As an upcoming senior, I start realizing that the years have past by quickly. All the things I wanted to do in high school have yet to come true and that I have only one year to get it done (if possible). Also, my gosh, the college applications, scholarships, and fafsa are now major things I need to worry about. I could feel the pressure and such from just being an upcoming senior. The worries are rushing in.

Anyway no need to continue my talk about being a senior. I'll get back to my original topic which is my adventures of today. Starting off, today is the last day of summer school. I received an A for both economic and government. Overall after taking these two classes, I decided I'll take Government AP next year.

Pictures are important as a senior thus the senior portrait. It is basically a picture of the senior looking formal and also one in gown and cap. The picture overall for me was good except I could barely see the cap. Since students are required to hold the cap, all that can be seen is the golden cord. What a joke. In addition, this picture itself cost $25. Not including packages of any sort. Just the sitting fee. Well for my picture, all I wore was a collar white long sleeve shirt. Simple.

After taking the glorious or rather expensive picture, my friend and I went with the Prep Club to Huntington Beach. The beach was really cold since well we're near the ocean. My friend and I play in the water, well no... rather I was avoiding getting pounded by the sea currents. Avoiding was my goal when currents hit the shores hard. I didn't have any change of clothes and getting my jeans wet is a no-no. Eventually my jeans got hit hard by the salty water.

After when Prep Club is settled on Huntington Beach, the bonfire was set. We made hotdogs and also smores. Hotdog was delicious. Smores was a-okay. It wasn't that good since my friend went double the ingredient. She put 2 marshmallows and 2 bars of chocolate. Too sweet for my mouth. Anyways, the night came and stars can be seen. In addition, it was possible to see the city that was far from the beach. I can say it was beautiful in all aspect. I love the view but not the cold though. I was freezing to death, but I enjoyed the trip though.

Problema:

Problems appear after the trip because of my stupidity or my mom's stupidity. Why? Well I told my mom I'll be back from the trip at 10 and that I'll call her to pick me up when I do reach the school. Anyways she misinterpret it. She thought that I'll be back at 10 and went ahead to tell my dad to wait at school. (I hate it when she doesn't listen to EVERYTHING I say. She only listens to the first part and bam... everything coming after is BLAH to her.)

How is this bad? Well I hitch a ride with my friend and didn't notify her that I didn't need the ride. I didn't call her because I did not expect anyone to be waiting for me and also since my friend offer I decide why not. So when I went home, I learned that my dad went to pick ME up because my mom said I'll be there at 10. Well i wasn't there until 10:30p.m.

My mom saw me and she decided to call my dad but he didn't have his cell. She then drove to the school to look for him, which was futile. A while later my dad came home and he said he didn't encounter my idiotic mom. Later my mom came back. All I can say is that both of them waste gas for something unreasonable.

Why? I never call for them to pick me up. I told her that I would notify her if I needed her to pick me up, but I never notify her at all. She just sent my dad to pick me up without me knowing. (No cellphone for me). Now my mom and I are in a fight. For what reason? I'm mad that she wasted gas and didn't listen to EVERYTHING I tell her. She listens to part of everything. For my mom, she's mad that I couldn't speak properly. (Please what is that to be mad about. Come on, she knows I don't have proper Cantonese but still if she had questions should have ask. Don't just go yea yea yea without knowing what you agree to.) Right now her story is that I was lacking in info (probably so). She stated that the only thing I said was to pick me up at 10. (Ridiculous. That's only part of what I said overall.)

So right now, my mom and I are in a huge dispute and I refuse to back down. Even though, I'm the one in tears. I'm such a weakling to angry people and mean words (My mom is a meanie.) I'm starting to hate her. She gives me a reason to study in another state or really far away.

Funnel Cake

2011-07-27T22:36:00.000-07:00

Today I ate funnel cake. I had waited many years for a chance to eat a funnel cake. Why? Well, the last time I ate a funnel cake at elementary school and believe me, it was so good that I never forgot it.

The funnel cake was $7.

Never eating funnel cake again because it is pricy and very oily. I could taste the oil as I ate. That's a lot of oil.

Overall, I loved it. It was so good. Funnel cake made my stomach happy and my belly bigger. I gained .5 lbs.

Visited Cal State Long Beach

2011-07-20T23:58:00.000-07:00

Today I went hiking through the great Cal State Long Beach University. The campus was very big and was somewhat nonactive. Probably due to the fact that it is summer and the students are probably at the beaches.

The interesting places I visited was the Japanese Garden which was located near the school for the students. It was a very calming and beautiful place. Also, there were many koi (fish) in the pond in the center of the garden. When one see the great Japanese Garden, one will be astonished by the beauty of it. I myself got to admit that the Japanese Garden stands to be one of many interesting places on the campus.

Another place that interest me was the stadium. The exterior of the stadium is like that of a pyramid. When you enter inside, it is the basketball court. It's very unique for a stadium. It really stands out among other stadium I seen.

Last place that stood out was the food courts. The food courts and entertainment was similar to the interior of a mall. They had sofas, tables, and counters. They had some store inside but mostly all the interesting stores are outside.

Well the last place I visited was the book store or the university store. It contained anything that advertise the school logo and tons of books. They had this whole section dedicated to school books and I can say that the books were really pricy. In addition, while I was looking at the books, I saw a book that said Learn Dirty Sign Language in Japanese, Chinese, etc. I laughed when I saw this. Hard to expect a book like that exist. So anyways, I looked inside and saw a page that stated in English how to say lick me... , open up... etc. lol. That was hilarious. I also saw this book that sounds cool. The book was something like Things that make me smile and What annoys me.

Lastly, the store was way pricy on school supplies and they also sold electronics. >.< That's about it. That's all I visited at Cal State Long Beach.

Oneshot: Kao no Nai Otoko

2011-07-06T16:07:00.000-07:00

My school life is very boring but stressful. Currently I'm pressuring myself to read Pride and Prejudice, which is the AP requirement book for English. If I want to get into the AP English class next year, I will be required to read that book and Macbeth. To be truth, I really feel that AP English is too stressful and I shouldn't take it... but it is better than taking a regular. Regular classes are way to slow. I wish they had honor English but no, they only have AP. So this summer, or rather this month, I'm going to finish Pride and Prejudice and write an essay in which to email to the AP English teachers. I hope my essay turns out reasonable good.

How's my Summer Classes? At this moment, it is easy and really funny especially how humorous the teachers are. You see, my government teacher calls the economic teacher a troll while my economic teacher named the government teacher a monkey. lol. For teachers, they get along well.

To Mkmiku, you will be sad to learned that my economic teacher called Hatsune Miku a porn star. How this happen? Well this asian dude (stammers a lot and is not respected) at my class was ask what he did this weekend. He responded that he went to the anime expo and also to a concert. The teacher asked what concert it was and he said it was Hatsune Miku.... a unreal person. Just by saying that, my teacher pull out his phone and call his buddy to check up on this Hatsune Miku. lol. Later a classmate of mine googled it and showed the teacher. My economic teacher concluded from the picture that Hatsune Miku is a porn star. lol. Not a shocker that my teacher would say that since he has a rude attitude and shows his emotion of displeasure easily. Well that is the story.

Back to manga recommendation... here I introduce to you readers a oneshot. Short and Cute. Hope you guys take the pleasure of reading this oneshot. It's quick to read.

Kao no Nai Otoko

Title Alternative: The Man Without a Face or The Man with no Face

Author: Yokobaba, Ryo

Summary: A girl travels to find and reunites with her lover who left for war. Though she reunites with him, why does she doubt?

My opinion: For unknown reasons, I seem to enjoy this oneshot even though it was way to short. I guess I love how this story is different. I have never read any manga or watch anime that shares similar plot such as abandonment of a child by having him draft. I wish this story could be like a series of only 5 chapters. Overall my rating of it out of 10 is 10/10. Why? It made a great impact in me.

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My Anime Inventory

2011-07-02T19:30:00.000-07:00

It has just come to my attention, not really, that I never talk about my small collection of anime "stuff". Not that I have much to begin with. I'm not an anime collector. I hate having too much stuff, since it isn't much value to me in the future. I do want anime stuff such as notebook, because of the pictures on the front cover or the inside. I do not like figures since i can't think of a reason why it would be of value to me. Figurines are just a display, and nothing more.

Again, I'm dodging the idea of writing an anime or manga recommendation. I'm becoming lazy on doing such stuff. I love recommending people manga, but I hate putting so much effort into writing the summary and the review.

My small Anime inventory

Right here, I have stickers that I got for 50 cents each. Basically, a dollar for these two sticker set. These stickers are mostly Shakugan no Shana, which i don't watch. Still, I love the characters and it was cheap. lol.

I have told you guys before, right?, that i have a Kero plushie. I also have a Sakura figurine that i didn't buy. My mom bought it when i was probably a elementary, and when I saw it in her room during high school.... I took it. lol. It comes with the famous magic wand and a little Kero which is sitting on top of the chair. Also, those are not Sakura's clothes. I made those out of pure enjoyment. Her original outfit is her school uniform. The summer uniform i think.
My mom got this toy looking like a bread from this festival. There are five of them, but I only have one. My little sister have the other four.
I don't know if this counts as anime or not, but I thought it was. I don't know which anime this cartoon is from.... well i do but i don't know the name though. Anyways, I love this clock a lot since I love the sound when it beeps and it's form. I love mecha after all.
These are my two clocks. I don't have any plain clock. Those are boring. I love these clocks the best since they give unique sound. The Koala sings and the Robot fires bullet sounds. lol.

Tim Burton Museum

2011-07-01T23:24:00.000-07:00

Yet again I have went to a museum with my school. It's one of those school sponsor program that helps us student, but I don't think taking us out to a Tim Burton counts. Anyways I was planning on doing an anime or manga recommendation, but change of plans. I rather write about my exploration of the Tim Burton Museum. I had tons of fun looking at his displays and his humorous writing.

Sorry there are not much picture of any display since this museum required that camera is not allow within the museum. I was disappointed, but I don't blame them. The museum was pack of people, so taking pictures would be a bother to the other tourist and myself. So basically I went around exploring his art and other figures. I even saw a clip featuring Tim Burton version of Hansel and Gretal. It was very hilarious and really unique.

Tim Burton is a unique person. His artistic skills are different and easily distinguishable compare to other artist. His art is different and stands out a lot. I don't know his art well but after seeing tons of his art, I think I can manage to identify his works. Now I know that Nightmare before Christmas and Corpse Bride are his works. Also, Sweeney Todd, Scissorhands and etc. He is a very impressive person and yet kind of disturbed. No offense. His drawings are depressing.

They were selling these cute toys. I actually like some of the toys.

July Resolution

2011-06-28T22:36:00.000-07:00

I have realized that I don't spend much time on my blog therefore I made it my goal to post anime or manga recommendation each day. It's not guarantee that is possible but I'm putting that on a test run.

In addition, I have to do my homework from Government and Economics which makes it harder for me to spend time on manga stuff.

Also I have to read Pride and Prejudice in hope of finishing it one week in advance so I can start on my essay. But before I can do that, I have to finish the two books I currently am reading. So I can't be sure if i can do my recommendation consistently since I'm way to business with stuff.

Summer School 2011

2011-06-20T21:02:00.000-07:00

Just last week, I was free from school.
This week, Summer school starts for me.

Why am I in Summer School??
-Simply I want to take Gov't or Economic AP next year but to do that I need to take Gov't/Economic during summer.

So far at summer school, it was exciting and nerve wrecking for me. I'm not an outgoing person therefore I have hard time working in groups. Especially in a group where these people are friends while I'm basically an outsider. It makes me feel nervous to the extreme.

Anyways for Gov't it turned out well but I despise the teacher for reading the notes instead of using the power point. He said he didn't get how to monitor it onto the big white mat. Continuing to what I said about hating him reading the notes. Why? Well he does not repeat and goes way beyond fast for people to write down what he said.

For Economic, the teacher is way too outgoing and sometimes is a jerk to many. He makes the student laugh, but the joke sometimes is mean. For example, he keep telling a student to watch Sprout. In addition, he would mimic the person especially this Asian dude in my class. This Asian dude does not speak fluently and would always stutter making him a target. I hope I don't become a target for him to insult. I'll feel embarrassed and probably tear up.

As for my summer Goal!!!
-volunteering at the library
-sign up for Cross Country (want to but scared that I run like a turtle)
-read books
-grammar stuff
-beginning studying for SAT and ACT that is yet to come
-Find out College information
-Watch anime and read manga
-Write anime/manga recommendations

Cartoon of Me & ACT

2011-06-12T20:37:00.001-07:00

I really have nothing to say, so I'll end the post quick today. The only thing I do want to say is that I took the ACT and I can assume that I did bad. It is because I didn't fill in all 6 rows of questions. I only did rows 4 and 5. Never the 6th row. When I compare my answer sheet to others, they all filled up to the 5th and 6th row. Ugh I'm screwed.

The cartoon doesn't look a bit like me, except the nose and the big forehead. Everything else is wrong; my hair, my lips, etc is all wrong. This artist couldn't draw me correctly.

Anyways I still frame the drawing. I guess I love his shading and also cause I never had someone draw me before.

Fascinating Week... somewhat

2011-06-05T17:38:00.000-07:00

Again, I had a fabulous week of adventures. It isn't all that exciting, but I had fun though. I usually don't go on trips and do stuff. This even surprise me that I went to a lot of places.

Okay dating it back to Thursday, May 2.
I went performing with Orchestra at the church. I was stressing out a lot since I didn't know my music. In the end, I think I was the worst out of the whole group. I fake played some notes because I was lost, but eventually I got back on track.

Friday, May 3.
I took my Chem bubble test and when I was taking the test, I was extremely tired. I sleep only 4 hours. It was because on Friday I had a concert and after that, I did my homework. After school though, I went on a trip with the members of the Bike and Hike club to the bowling alley. It was the bike and hike closing social so I decided to attend. It was fun. I hit all the pins on my first try. lol. I was saying to myself BANZAI.

Saturday, May 4th
I went with Prep Program to the Art in the Streets Museum. The Museum was fill with tagged pictures and artistic drawings. My friend also attended this trip and she was not much fun. She was fun to others but not to me. She had the tendency to punch me very hard like a joke. For me, it hurt like hell every time she slams her fist at me. Ugh.. I can't believe I tolerated being with her for so long.
Also, I fascinated by the showcase of spray paints. There were like tons of them. I wish I know how to tag my stuff not the community stuff.

** Mustard makes me happy. I put mustard in my Subway sandwich and BAM!!!! **

Pirates of the Caribbean: On Stranger Tides

2011-05-29T22:02:00.000-07:00

Oh yeah, last Friday was fabulous. I went to Hollywood with PREP (School program) to see Pirates of the Caribbean: On Stranger Tides in 3D. This was a surprising awesome event since I thought we were going to a regular movie theater to watch a movie, but NO. PREP especially choose a movie theater that specialize in Pirates of the Caribbean, meaning that they sold everything that relates to the movie.

To top it off, the movie was funny and exciting. I am not exactly a big fan of Pirates of the Caribbean but I do enjoy the movie a lot. Jack Sparrow is a really humorous pirate. I absolutely love him. I don't know if this is spoiling or not, but I love the mermaid and the priest A LOT. They are absolutely adorable. I think their subplot overwhelms the main plot. I got most enjoyment from them, then jack and his old flame.

The 3D was okay. They didn't have much 3D parts. The parts they had it on were when the mermaid and the pirates little battle and when Black Beard points his magical sword at the rebels on the ship.

As a souvenir, I keep the 3D glasses which is the dumbest thing I ever did. I should have just return it back to the theater, since it is practically useless in my house. I just brought more useless junk into my room. As for the yellow paper, which i don't know what to call it, I got it during the movie. The theater was doing their own introduction to the movie and suddenly they blasted millions of those paper to the audience. Everyone was reaching to see what those yellow paper contain. The paper looked like the plastic skull coin that the PREP leader was giving out, but I didn't get one since they ran out. Boo.

Anyways, I was planning to take pictures of the props but I forgot the camera. I'll just tell you what they had. They had Jack's costume, the Black Beard's costume, and that girl's costume. They even had the box that contained the mermaid. What i liked most was Jack's compass.

PICTURES of Toby. I haven't taken much picture of Toby to share with you guys so I took some. He has grown really big compare to the day we got him. Now he is feisty and really heavy.

Look to your left bottom. You see that patchy thing, it's his skin. His skin is so uneven colored. It looks funky in a way.

Yesterday was my B-day; The past Saturdays

2011-05-24T21:16:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was my birthday and today i'm 17. I'm getting old every year and this is making me depress. Anyways, to celebrate my birthday, we bought a cake. I choose this cake since my sister refused to go shopping for cakes. I wanted to be surprised but she didn't want to buy the cake and that was final. She had to watch 90210 and other shows. I hate her little obsession over these teen fox shows.

The cake I chose was delicious and very fascinating. It looks like the deep ocean and it is just beautiful. I wanted a different type of cake and concluded this one looks pretty. That's basically it. i basically chose it base on its' color and cause it was pretty cheap.

For my birthday, I did not receive gifts nor wanted any. i was simply glad that I got to eat cake but now i'm fat. Cake and all these sweet make you extremely bulging and this upsets me.

My dad gave Toby some cake to celebrate my birthday. Toby ate it so fast I couldn't capture it on film.

For the past 3 Saturdays, I have been going to places and not blogging anything about it. So today, i decided to give a summary of each of my trips. Don't worry, it ain't long since I'm to lazy to write a full length summary.

May 21-----

I went to 3 places; I went to the dentist, the library, and to the church. The dentist I went to was examining my teeth to see if my teeth are bad and need serious braces. The dentist told me if i do get braces, no teeth will be pull. Yay.

The second place i went is the library because i promised a person that i'll show up. i don't want to blow off that person. She wanted me to attend this origami show, which was a waste of time. All i did was make boxes.

The last place I went is to watch a musical concert, which is called the Requiem of.... I forgot what it was called but it pretty fun to watch professional violinist and also opera singers. They sing really good that it was fun hearing their voice echo. I got bored eventually due to their unusual language. They were singing non-english religious music.

May 14-----
Went on a trip with the members of the Bike and Hike Club. Not many people decided to go since they were busy elsewhere. Anyways, we went on a trail about 8 miles and it was fun. I was fascinated by the wood pecker. I love the sound of wood pecker pounding their beak against the wood. Sounds so beautiful, in my opinion.

Check out the sign. It was hilarious when I walk pasted it. I didn't noticed until my friend laughed and pointed it out.

I saw tons of dogs everywhere during the trail. Most dogs were huge and vicious. lol. The black dog was a dog that I was fascinate with and kind of chased it. The owner on the horse laughed and said that it was his dog and i can't have it. lol.

May 7- The trip to Six Flag with the Orchestra and the band was absolutely a bored to me. I did not enjoy being around hundreds of people and loud rattling roller coasters. I absolutely did not enjoy going to Six Flags. I hung out with my friend's friend and it was boring. Her friends are very hard to communicate with since they were seniors and seems very scary to me.

Never again will i go on a trip with people that i am not very close to. When that happens, i feel like a freaking luggage and i'm bored out of my mind. The only ride i rode was the freaking circular raft that caused me to be soak for 4 hours. (I am scared to ride roller coaster due to fear of throwing up. )I was very wet and freezing cold since we rode that ride in the afternoon. I was then in a state of annoyance and an urge to rush home.

As the performance we did prior to going to Six Flag, we did well but not the best. We won first place as the best orchestra of high school. We only won because we were the only high school and there was no competition. lol.

My regret on going to this trip was that i didn't urge my friend's friend to ride a ride that i wanted to ride. lol. i wanted to go on this ride that they went without me. They didn't ditch me but stupid me volunteer to watch their bags. Stupid me. I wish I was more courageous.

I took a few pictures of the Six Flag rides, but gave up after getting soak to death and freezing cold. I rather stick my hand in my jacket pocket than take boring pictures of rides that i didn't even ride.

Aggie and Bruno are GONE!

2011-05-22T15:27:00.000-07:00

When I posted my rabbits on craigslist, I got 2 person who wanted them. I e-interview them for a while and concluded that "this" dude seemed that he could care for rabbits. He came between the time of 2 pm - 3pm to pick up Aggie and Bruno.

He seems like he knows a thing or two about rabbits. He noticed that Aggie had dark stuff in her ears while I never noticed that. I guess I didn't care too much about the rabbits since they weren't as exciting as Toby, the dog. I hope that "this" dude takes extremely good care of Aggie and Bruno. I bet he will do a better job than my family. He seems like a nice dude and he wasn't Asian. My dad spook me about Asian eating rabbits, so I was scared that the dude who wanted the rabbit was Asian. I was grateful he wasn't. He looked white or Mexican. Either way, I know for sure he isn't going to eat the rabbit since he looked extremely nice. In addition, he lives in the next city so he is pretty close by. I could always email about the rabbits. YAY!

For Mimzy, who is now wifeless and lonely, I am still waiting for my evil little sister to ask her friend to take Mimzy. Her friend wanted Mimzy since he is a male and her rabbit is a female. She told the Queen that her rabbit is mad due to hormones. lol. That was hilarious in some way.

I never thought that Mimzy and all the rabbits will leave the house one day. This is a "dramastic" change in my life. I imagined the rabbits will die in our house, but I guess not everything happens as planned. For example, who would have thought my grandpa was going to buy a dog for my sister. Totally change my everyday life.

EXTRA PICTURES:

Free Rabbits; Aggie and Bruno (certain) , Mimzy (uncertain)

2011-05-16T22:58:00.000-07:00

It has come to the point that my evil Queen sister no longer give the rabbits a glance. I see that action as sadness and do that wish for these rabbits to live here in a cage and no freedom at all.

Currently my dad is growing this garden and thus ending rabbits' free exploration. This is a dramastic and sad change to these rabbits life and I will see that it has a better owner than us.

Our family is in no shape to handle these adult rabbits. I have posted the offer of free rabbits to anyone who has the adoration for these cute animals.

This would mean the end to Mimzy's possible Domination of my blog.

Here's the post: (i posted it on craigslist)

http://losangeles.craigslist.org/sgv/pet/2385710911.html

Obsession with Anime Siblings

2011-05-04T18:33:00.000-07:00

I just recently concluded that I have a major obsession with siblings.

1. Not just any siblings, but siblings that are opponents to each other. I mostly prefer younger sister looking for their brother to save him. Not like Sasuke where he is obsess with revenge. Nevertheless, I don't mind.
For example
in Naruto : Sasuke and Itachi
in Gintama: Kagura and Kamui

in Chrono Crusade: Rosette and Joshua (older sister looking for younger brother)
in Gun X Sword: Wendy and Michael, Joshua and Ray
in Trinity Blood: Abel and Cain
in Spiral: Ayumu and Kiyotaka
in Inuyasha: Sango and Kohaku

* It is so rare for me to find animes with siblings on opposite side of each other. One is good and the other is involved in something bad/or is bad.

2. Another type of siblings I like are twins. Just twins. No loving each other twins, just your average twin. I like to compare how each of them are different. There is always a baka as one of the twin while the other is the opposite of the baka twin.
For example:
Gundam 00: Lyle and Neil
Ouran High School Host Club: Hikaru and Kaoru
Special A: Jun and Megumi
Tsubasa Chronicles- Tokyo Revelations: Kamui and Subaru
Vampire Knight: Zero and Ichiru
DN Angel: Rika and Risa

3. The last type of siblings I like are the normal siblings. The ones that don't fall for their siblings. I don't really like incest or gay (no offense). It's just weird to me. It doesn't creep me or anything just a tingle of weird.
Examples:
Code Geass: Lelouch and Nunnally
D. Grayman: Lenalee and Komui
Full Metal Alchemist: Edward and his brother
Gintama: Shinpachi and his scary sister
Tears to Tiara: Arthur and Riannon

Tokyo Magnitude 8.0: Mirai and her little brother
Saiunkoku Monogatari: Seiran and Ryuuki
Gundam Seed: Kira and Cagalli
Shugo Chara: Ikuto and Utau (brother complex, a kiss and no sexual), Amu and Ami

Wow. This is my obsession. That's a lot of siblings. Can't believe I listed them all out. Well not all of them. All the siblings that are non-sexual to each other. Sexual siblings will be like My younger sister is cute...blah blah. I don't like how one sibling is trying to seduce their sibling or the sibling is arouse by her own kinship.

My favorite sibling is: Kamui and Kagura from Gintama

I can't get a picture of them together since they never appear on the same scene during the anime. In addition when I searched up pictures of them, I see them flirting which is .....

HATE: Talking Over You

2011-04-16T21:42:00.000-07:00

Do you guys know people who talk over you? For example, you say something and they completely ignore it and just talk about something else.

The only person I know that totally blows me off is my devil little sister. Every time when I ignore her, she gets piss and insults me. I get angry and yells or come up with an excuse of why I did what I did, which is listening to music to block out the conversation. When I come up with a comeback, she does this: "LALALALALALALALALALALA......" for until I stop talking.

Basically whenever she gets upset or angry she talks over you when you respond.

An example of today's incident.
I was playing computer and suddenly she starts speaking. I then start listening to music so I don't have to participate in her so call conversation. After a while she screams Amy and I'm like what. She goes insane about how I'm not responding to her question.
I tell her that I wasn't even listening to her conversation and I was listening to music.
She retorts that I'm deaf and I should have took off my ear plugs to listen to what she had to say. In my mind I thinking "God, she acts all queen every day." My response was that I just didn't want to listen to her and she goes all queen insane and complains of my lack of ability to listen to her.

She said I have no curtice and that by me not listening to her, I'm deaf. Yep. That's my devil queen for ya. Anyways, I quickly come up with a comeback but she backfires by TALKING OVER ME. She literally goes lalalalalala when I was talking. She stops when I stop talking and she continues when I start talking again.

I hate her. She is so conceited. Every time I say something she ignores me and says shut up. When I ignore what she says, she goes all b**** on me and talks over me. Man... she is the freaking queen of our house. I can't stand living with her.

I feel anger every time I have to listen to her bullshit problems when she doesn't listen to my problems. Every day when I walk to school with her, I feel very torture. I listen to her "plan" for the day and her grades and her clothes and her likes and her dislikes.....etc. My sentence is all incorrect due to annoyance to correct it.

Would you get annoy if someone talks over you on purpose as a way to anger you??? For sure, I'm already annoyed due to my evil little sister. She talks over me constantly.

Spring Break & Spring Anime[s]

2011-04-06T17:38:00.000-07:00

Heck yeah, it's spring break. Not only that, tons of animes airing this week and the weather is cool. Awesome spring break, yes awesome but homework. The only thing that could ruin my spring break. Anyways ignoring my problems, lets begin my reviews on recently aired animes or upcoming animes.

Anime[s] ,without any doubt, I will not glance:

X-men
Tiger & Bunny
Dog Days
Showa Story
Metal Fight...4D
Under the Innocent Sky
Toriko
Battle Girls (too much boobs)
Fireball Charming
etc.... I noticed I practically drop 9/10 of the list or more.

I'll just state the one that interest me and the ones I will definitely watch.

Hanasaku Iroha (uncertain)- The artwork looks good and it seems like it could possibly offer an excellent plot.

Gintama (confident)- I am definitely going to watch this. This is the only show I watched that brings me to tears and laughter. Heck I'm obessed with this series. I adore the whole cast due to their absolutely absurd doings and reactions. They tend to make jokes even during serious occasion. I applaud this anime.

C (uncertain)- It looks pretty not interesting yet I desire to watch it at least. Give it a try since the trailer doesn't give much clue.

Deadman Wonderland(uncertain)- I just noticed this anime while looking at the spring list. It doesn't allure much attention in my opinion. Artwork doesn't attract me.

Blue exorcist (uncertain)- Hot guy.

Looking back to the list and got to say the spring anime[s] are not very good. I heard the spring anime[s] are suppose to be good, but none are that impressing. Disappointed.

Song that hits my school

2011-03-26T13:10:00.000-07:00

I don't know if you guys heard of the song "Friday" by Rebecca Black, but it is quite well known in my school. It's basically the song of the week since it seems to be really disliked by everyone. Why? Cause the song itself is really stupid and the singer has this unusual voice.

Watch this video and you will know why.

The lyrics are really idiotic. For some reason, this girl doesn't know whether to sit in the front or the back. Not only that, wasn't she going to take the bus? That was a kind of what the heck moment. Rebecca is suppose to be 13, but her friends have a car. I don't 13 yrs old hang out with older kids nor does 13 year old know how to drive. Furthermore, we do not need to know that Saturday comes first and Sunday comes afterward. This is one of the many worst song I ever heard.

At least Rebecca Black started her career but rather in a very disturbing way. Hope that she wasn't the one who wrote this song. If she did, I advise that she doesn't write further songs.

One thing I love about this song: The music is very catchy. The lyrics are ugh... not good, but the music is good. Also, her voice is not bad and not good. At least she's not tone deaf. I'll have to say she sings better than me. I'm jealous, not a lot but a little.

Happy St. Patrick's Day

2011-03-17T20:34:00.000-07:00

Happy St. Patrick's Day

Many people don't really celebrate or consider St. Patrick's Day of any importance. I'm the same too. I never really enjoy this holiday because I always forget to wear green thus having tons of pinches from people.

When I think of St. Patrick's Day, I think of gold, rainbow, and a dancing leprechaun. Stupid right, well I think it is. As you may be wondering why I'm bothering posting something not worthy reading, well... it's basically because I got really bored listening to music and thought I could spend some spare time writing a post at least. And I am doing that right now.

Since I don't have much to say about the holiday and the Irish people, I'll discuss about my current life. More like my current worries and homework. Homework that I'm mostly concerned about is Chemistry and US History. They are the two subject forcing me to stay after school and always stay on task. Just not understanding one lecture will kill me. I have to know about current lessons or else I'll fall way behind and crash and burn down eventually.

For Chemistry, it is all about the equations. Right now, we just finish our lesson on Liquids and Solids. Yesterday and today we did Molecular Mass Determination Using Changes in Boiling and Freezing Points Lab. I hate labs because when I do the calculations and results, for some reason my result from lab is incorrect leaving me with an 70-80% score. Ughh... never have I gotten a 90% on lab, though I do get 100% on tests. Yay me.

As for AP US History, my only AP Class, I'm doing alright. I have tons of stuff to remember like the important events. Right now we are discussing about WWII. Boring subject, same materials as World History. I wish they bring in more interesting events. Anyways, I had enjoyment learning about flappers though.

1, 2, 3, 4,.... Happy St. Patrick's Day!.... that's all.

SAT Testing

2011-03-13T17:14:00.000-07:00

As a junior, I need to ready myself toward my future which is basically to take the SAT exam or either the ACT exam. Since SAT is strongly recommended by my fellow classmates, I decided to take my SAT exam. My SAT exam/test was yesterday at 7:44 at Arcadia High School.

My opinion on the SAT test is that it was really difficult. I had to skip most of the vocabulary questions cause I didn't know any of those vocabulary. If I were to guess, the probability would be 1/4 and I ain't taking that chance not in my lifetime.

After having to take a five hour test, I was hoping to go to the Arcadia Mall but it was to far. It would take 30-40 minutes to walk there. I didn't know that until my mom told me that. I would have walk for 20 minutes and start wondering if I went the wrong direction. Anyways, I didn't go to the mall.

Summer is almost coming. Stress, Panic and Worry will overtake me. I have to do community service, look for a job(to please my annoying parents), and take summer school. I'm planning to take economic ap next year so i'm going to be busy.

I'll try to catch up with animes, but it is going to take some time. Lastly... I can't wait for Gintama to air again!!! That's like the only excitement that I'm looking forward to.

This is CuteCute.

2011-02-26T16:21:00.000-08:00

I bring forth pictures of the dog living with us. His name is CuteCute and he is 3 months old. Not only that, he's a cute fellow. His code type: The shih tzu. This dog is an adorable biter.

We got this dog on January 29, 2011.

Cute Cute has the tendency to bite people, especially when you are playing with him.

I barely post anything about the rabbits anymore since rabbits got boring. They don't make sound nor do they follow their owners. It's sad that Mimzy doesn't have a better owner. My little sister bought him and she doesn't even care much of him. I wish Mimzy had a better owner than my sister.

Bruno got big. oh... I forgot to mention to you guys that we gave Bruno to our cousin, but they gave it back. My cousin got bored with Bruno. We Asians are poor animal caretaker especially my family and relatives.
Aggie is way smaller than Bruno and Mimzy. Mimzy is way smaller than Bruno. Their child Bruno is the biggest. In addition, Aggie gave birth again and again. None of the liters survive since it was raining.

Motivational Poster

2011-02-20T17:20:00.000-08:00

I was fascinated by man-made motivational poster. I always see them on blogs and while searching for a particular anime. Most of the motivational poster are wack, but there are some that funny and meaningful. Like the first one with Bleach. That poster is definitely meaningful. lol.

I adore Gintama and their parody. One of my favorite shows that made me blurt out with laughter and stomach pains after.

Template Change

2011-02-06T18:08:00.000-08:00

I have difficulty in choosing the template for my blog. There are many cool and bad templates, and it is difficult in picking the one that fits my blog. Now, I totally wish I could've learn how to make my own templates. I despise having to pick templates from sites just because they don't always have the template I wholesomely desire. I wish I have the skills to make my own templates than depend on the templates of other creators.

The site I depend my life on for templates: PIMP MY PROFILE

So after having so much difficulty (1 hour) in deciding the correct template for my blog, I still haven't chosen the best one. The one I currently have kind of stood out since it made me search up the word "silhouette". I definitely learn a new word that's for sure. I learn that the template I am currently borrowing is a silhouette of Ichigo Kurosaki from Bleach. Ha. This template is cool especially how they did things differently by using silhouette of an anime character.

This is the third time I use someone from Bleach as my template. The first one was Ulquiorra and the second one is Kon. Now I'm using Ichigo. To all my readers, please don't assume I LOVE Bleach. I only like Bleach. I'm not a follower of Bleach but I do sometimes quick read the manga. I don't watch the anime no more since too much episode and too much fillers.

Darn it. I was going to recommend a manga today, but spent too much time analyzing templates after templates. Now I am too lazy to recommend a manga. I can't believe I spent an hour on templates and now 30 minutes on blogging it out. Can't believe I wasted minutes and hours to decide and post.

So now I decided that I'll post some pictures of randomness to spread to you guys for absolutely no particular good reason. Well enjoy.
Picture credited to ~Fluffy at Flickr. When I saw this picture, I liked this picture. lol. For some reason, Ulquiorra looks adorably cute than hot.

The next following pictures are from some otome game. I never play this game, but I wish I could. Unexpectally, this game isn't translated in english yet so I guess not. The game is call Garnet Cradle. All these screenshots are from zerochan.net. I didn't post all the pics here, so you could check the site instead. I just pick the ones that appeals to me. Like the one in my previous post.I love how the color are so bright and how she is surrounded by cool guys.

I don't know why, but I love her outfit. I love how it is similar to historical wear. It's unique and really adorable. She looks like a princess. No, she should be the princess.

The only reason why this picture appeals to me is cause the dude looks like Raven from Earl Fairy. He seriously does look like him except this dude is way buffer than him.

Heck, this picture is from a princess marry prince book i bet. Man... this is every ladies dream. To marry a blonde. lol. Jk.

My Situation

2011-02-02T22:52:00.000-08:00

I'm currently being tied up with homework and threatened by grades.

I hope as this year goes, I'll spend more time blogging about manga since I don't have much time on anime. So not much good anime to recommend, but tons of manga though. I hope more people continue to read about my post and understand that I'm a very difficult person. However, I don't want people leaving my blog. I love comments from anyone so post away. Talk to you soon.

I hate the QUEEN a lot

2010-12-15T20:09:00.000-08:00

My little sister aka the Queen... well I hate her so much since not once in my life has she not insult me or taunt me. I feel really depress everyday cause of her. I sometimes with she isn't near me because if she isn't, I'm in a better mood. I'm always depress when I'm near her cause she has the urge to complain or compare me to something. And that's depressing.

I can't stand everyday hearing her say something that makes me mad. I'm literally crying every time she says something. Even something small like omg stupid. It's just depressing. Not once has she apologize to me. Not once. She usually acts like nothing happens the next day. That makes me mad. It makes me all moody cause she insults me and never says sorry.

Not only that, but when she insults me, she brings in all my characteristics in. For example, she says

"At least i'm not stupid like you. I'm in AP/Honor classes and your in those dumb Mexican classes."
"Your so deaf and blind. Stupid. I'm happy i'm not like you... blind, deaf and stupid. "
"CRYBABY CRYBABY. "
This is one thing i hate most about her... she talks over you. When i'm saying something she goes "nah nah nah nah blah blah blah hee hee hee...." She practically ignores all i have to say. This is what happens when we fight. She always does that. She talks over you.
"FREAKIN Anime freak. Go die with your computer and manga. Stupid."

**This is what I hear her say every day when she is piss about something. I despise her and I hope that in the future, I don't have any family gathering with her at all.

The Queen's Excuse:

She says i'm really slow... Well i am, but you don't just snap at me. Gosh... i'm the older sister and she's the younger one, but she doesn't have any respect.
She says i'm stupid cause i don't know how to spell and also cause i'm not in any "advance" classes that i can't help her on her hw. Well... sry... i'm not a competitive person nor am i good at spelling. English isn't my thing especially writing... i totally suck, but i love reading though. Hilarious right?
Since i share computer with my little sister, she would always make me get off saying i'll be blind and deaf cause i listen to music using headphones. This i can't deny...since this is the truth. i'm on the computer a lot cause of anime, manga, music, videos, and reading people's blog. Updating stuff. But it really hurts when someone tells you directly like that. Especially Queen since she always say that.

** I think Queen has no consideration to hurting others' feelings. She practically talks bad about everyone every day. She even hurts me with her cruel words every day. She is like the replica of my mom. My mom is cruel and always taunts me too. My mom would say "Amy your so quiet. You don't even have friends. "

I know i'm not close to people nor do i have many friends, but i believe she mustn't say that in front of me or loud enough for me to hear because it makes me cry and extremely depress. My mom doesn't have any consideration. Not only does she talks about my "friend" issues, she just got to spread it to everyone. Familes... church... friends... gramps... etc. IT is truly none of her business to spread my problems.

It's not like i don't try to be close to people, but i'm rather shy. i'm not outgoing so it's hard for me but i'm trying. I'm actually trying, but having my parents put me down makes it hard for me to make friends. It makes me more depress.

So in order for me not to be depress, i usually play computer or im people or do something that doesn't involve interacting with my parents or the Queen. This actually solves my problem. I rather interact with people i hang at school instead of family. The friends at my school are more nice and don't speak cruelly about me... so far i haven't hear someone talking bad about me so it's good.

My goal to prevent the syndrome of depression:
-avoid the Queen at all cost... steer away Amy.
-When Queen ask to use computer, just get off even though watching anime or reading manga.
-When finish eating dinner, walk away from the family.
-watch anime or read manga to make me smile.
-attempt to look at colleges so i can decide on career.
-watch drama, listen to music, do hw.
-read interesting articles to enhance my intelligence.
- don't go to church anymore since going to church makes me depress since my cousins are there. It's not that i hate them, but rather the fact the queen would always be super mean and always compare me to them. Of course they are smarter since they took high classes and they have a neat set of vocabulary. (not my cuzins fault, but the queen.) Church in my opinion didn't change my sister and mother in any way that is possible good. They are the same as always.... mean and hypocrite especially my mom. She changes her voice and attitude like changing the page of a book. Scary.

Bluetooth

2010-12-13T22:15:00.000-08:00

Today, I learn how to use the blue tooth. I'm so happy. I never thought blue tooth is of value till now. lol. I guess I'm slow on today's technology if I'm still in the blue tooth process, but like i care. I am just satisfied that I learned how to use a blue tooth by myself. I'm a brilliant learner. YEAH! Maybe I should get my degree in college with computering or something cause computer is awesome.

Now i can put songs onto my cellphone. This is so cool. I have already got the song Canon in D Major on my phone. Sounds good and I can use it as my ring tone. Bravo AMY. heehee.

My Accomplishment: I learn how to use a blue tooth.

Orchestra Concert

2010-12-09T22:58:00.000-08:00

Today I played my violin in front of an audience, but I didn't play alone though. Good for me. I would have made lots of embarrassment towards myself if I play alone. God knows how much I messed up. lol. So... my performance was good and I spent like 2 hours at the area where we were performing. It was kind of boring since there wasn't much to do and none of my friends are in the orchestra or any other types of performing arts.

I'm sorry I haven't been posting much lately cause of how terrible my schedule has been. It practically collapse on me and now I'm barely holding ground. I hope that my followers still read my comments and stuff. Also, please write a comment so I know that someone is actually reading my blog. It will brighten up my moody depressing days.

----- Amy

Vanish of Hinochi

2010-12-04T10:52:00.000-08:00

I practically disappear for the last 2 months. I was busy and too lazy to post stuff, but i guess i'll start blogging again for fun sakes. Today i don't have anything to blog about... so i'll talk about it next time. Ciao. lol.

My Replacement and Pics part 1

2010-10-11T22:09:00.000-07:00

There are only pictures on this entry. i'll continue the pics on part 2 tmmr and also there will be some videos. Enjoy.

The Queen's Cake

My CUTE replacement taking a picture with my sister's cake.

The first time i ever bought pie. yummy

Attempting to be in the photo with mr. mimzy.

The Horror Desends

2010-10-05T17:07:00.000-07:00

Last weekend, it was the horror week for me. How so? Continue reading and find out.

On Friday, my friend was talking about a psychic that her dad and her go because her dad was in pain and he wanted to be heal. So anyways, it basically started with my friend and her family going to the Chinese Moon Festival. When they were there, my friend saw a psychic display and wanted to have her future told. Her dad said sure and she got her future told. After her future was told, she continue to wander the festival. Later they passed the psychic display and some psychic came toward her and told her that her father have negative energy. hahaha.

Her father was shocked and decided that he must go see this psychic so that his arm will heal. Currently his arm is hurting and he has been to all the doctors for help but nothing works. So he resort to this type of help. Anyways, my friend and her dad went to seek help every week and now they are spending so much on this psychic. THEY SPEND 4 THOUSAND GRAND. Wow, i feel sry for her. They are spending a lot on superstitious stuff.

In my opinion, i believe my friend and her father are being conned really bad. Also, the psychic is white and really young so i'm pretty suspicious of her. Not only that... the psychic was pretty much forcing them to be her client. How so?? My friend and her dad keep telling her that they won't be able to pay, but that devious psychic keep saying she sees that they will be able to pay all the money. 'The words of conning.'

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After we finish discussing about my friend's crisis, we were going to church but had to drop off our friend at his house. Suddenly, we see a guy on the streets bleeding. ironic. This was pretty freaky since it's rare for me to have 2 horror moments happening on the same day. And especially talking about the psychic. ugh.... feels so .... shiver. Well, anyways the person who drove my friend home and was going to bring us to church called the police. Took the police at least 10 minutes to arrive. This was the first time I have an ambulance arrived in front of me. not for me though. Anyways, the guy that had his face bashed was taken to the hospital and never to be heard again. We don't know the guy anyways.
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After the church gathering and we were leaving, this dude took us home instead of the person who took us to church. We talked about my friend and her dad's situation and he pretty much freak us out. He keep saying that psychic are no good and that if we get involved God will be mad. Also, he keep saying that psychic are able to predict future to some extent and that they live in this type of dimension. All this talk made me unable to exit the vehicle. lol.

Anyways, if you know something about psychic, please do tell me.
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On Monday, my English teacher told us a scary story and it's a real life story.

She said that it happened to her sister. So the story starts with her sister working as a waitress for some restaurant. One day some old man came and her sister went to ask for his order. The old man said: May i ask you a question?
Her sister said: Sure
The old man asked: Does your property have many structure?
Her sister said: yea. (my teacher said that it's common for property to have a house and shed.)
The old man asked: Do you have a shed?
Her sister said: yea. (my teacher said it's common for countryside people to have a shed.)
The old man asked: Is the shed painted red?
Her sister said: yep. (common thing)
The old man asked: Have you been in the shed before?
Her sister said: no. (my teacher said that it's hard to open the shed so they never been in it.)
The old man said: Miss i suggest you tear down the shed because there is a body underneath the shed. >.< scary.

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***no videos, i'll add them on the next post since this post is too long already. probably tmmr.

Adorable!!!!

The New babies

Tracking Weirdness

2010-09-28T16:46:00.000-07:00

Today, 9-13-10, is the day that I wrote this entry but will be publish in the future. Why? I'm only using this entry to update all the weirdness that I encounter and all the weird I made other feel.

1. 9/13/10. Title: Annoyance and Hatred. I did a really weird thing which is trying to shut my friend's mouth and suddenly saying Hi to the girl that my friend was totally insulting . The result of my hello lead the girl to walk away out of awkwardness I presume. In the end, return to the table when we left.

2. 9/17/10. Today I went to school early and got breakfast. I happen to see my neighbor, the one my parents got into an argument about the car. Well, anyways... I saw him and saw since i have the habit of staring at people. lol. Don't ask why. So, after I got my breakfast and ate my breakfast and started to leave the cafeteria, I saw my neighbor's friend walk out and presume that he was behind me. So I turn around to see if he was around me, and he said something I really hated. "WHAT?". Yep that's it. It's similar to the "what you lookin at?" phrase. How the heck do everyone pick up these rudeness these days. Just looking can cause attitude. Man... I look at everyone ever day and they don't give me any attitude. I guess... people that are angry or have grudge on you have attitude. My guess is that I have someone who hates me just because of his parents and my parents argument. Gosh this sucks.

3. 9/17/10. I don't know if you guys watch the anime Romeo and juliet. Anyways, i was coming home from church and during the ride i heard a song. A really familiar song. A song from an anime. An anime called Romeo and Juliet. This was kind of weird for me since i rarely hear songs from anime on the radio. oh yea... the song i was listening to was You raise me up but in english. love the song. so dramatic.

4. 9/27/10. On this particular day, i receive my grade for my test. It was a 'D'. In addition, i'm shock i even pass. I thought i was going to fail because my teacher was stating all the mistakes that all his student did. My mistake was simply embarrassing cause many students laugh and people i sit near were talking about the error i made even though they don't know i made that certain mistake. ughh.... I'm going to study forever and hope i don't make the same mistake again. ---The mistake i made was that i didn't know how this person affect Usa since i can't remember what he did. So... i wrote that John Zenger preach to people about god when he was the one who challenge the British. My answer was so OFF. I want to die of embarrassment. My teacher knows I WROTE THAT. WAHHH. It would be weird if my classmate finds out i wrote that. :{

Mimzy + Aggie= liters

2010-09-25T17:42:00.000-07:00

Forgot to give u guys the news since i have been busy these recent days with homework and after school program and reading. lol.

So i'll catch you guys up on my rabbits these recent days. You should have noticed that my title basically states everything. LOL. SO... on sunday, 9-19-10, Aggie gave birth to three babies. EWW.
Right now 1 baby has died since it was weak and really small when Aggie gave birth to it. In addition, the other 2 babies are growing pretty fast. I presume that Aggie is feeding the babies this time and I'm happy. I will be happy when the babies gets fur. When it does, I'll will be sure to post a picture of them.

Today I don't have time to upload the pictures to my computer so probably next time i'll show you.

My mom is really lucky.

2010-09-18T00:35:00.000-07:00

i mean what i say. My mom is freaking lucky no matter what. She's always winning contests at festival, events and etc. It's unbelievable to me that she won at least 1/5 of the things in our house. lol. well... maybe 1/5 but not sure but she does make a difference in the amount of stuff stored in our house.

Anyways, today she won a backpack full of supplies for school. The ticket was 4 bucks and she won a backpack full of 10 notebooks, 3 folders, 1 binder, a box of pencil, eraser, color pencil, the backpack of course and etc. A lot of stuff. i bet this whole prize was at least 40 bucks in total. In my mind, that's a lot. And i'm so happy she won cause i get the backpack since she promised to me. Yippee. Also, the backpack is okay stuff. Not good brand though. haven't heard of the brand name before.

oh yea, here's a simple list of things my mom won. i don't know all the prizes she won but some prizes she won before have been imprinted into my mind. i see them everyday. lol. so here's the list of things she won from events:

backpack of supplies.
our living room tv. A big tv too, but not a flat screen.
2 dvd players, i think.
5 tickets to Soak city
3-4 blenders
tons of clothes for teens and adults
chinese food
money
gift cards to starbucks, mcdonald, walmart, etc.
kitchen stuff
mimzy's cage
etc. There is a WHOLE lot more.

Anyways, one fantastic thing about my mom is that she is extremely lucky. For some reason, her luck just doesn't rub on me. lol. Such a shame though. Also, when she goes to events to win stuff... i get the excitement of getting nosy when she comes back. i love to see the things she gets for free and the things she wins. That's like the only thing that is practically making me love my mother. i still can't find a reason to love my mom except all the birth stuff which is old news.

***i'm still happy about the backpack. yeah me. i was hoping for a backpack and i got one. it has turtles and the Hawaiian theme which is pretty neat.

Annoyance and Hatred

2010-09-13T20:41:00.000-07:00

What I hate: People who claim their lunch areas when it clearly belongs to whomever comes first.

( I feel like I discuss something about this once in my previous blog and searched it up. It was clearly the same situation as before, but this time with someone who stood up. Familiar topic: Lunch Tables- http://hinochi.blogspot.com/2009/09/lunch-tables.html.)

The situation this time:The reason why I'm complaining about territories again is because it frustrates me. How so?? It's because there is racism involve. Especially since I'm an Asian and I'm totally different from all the Mexican people in school. And I thought that people learn that racism is wrong during middle school and yet they continue discriminating.

So... I'll start explaining how all this happen. Well firstly, my "friends"(not close friends but buddies to hang with. Yay me!) went to get lunch and usually go to the usually spot we sit. Well it depends. Anyways, so instead today was hot and one of my buddies decided that she wanted to sit the shade and she sat there. (She is gonna be named Misa, since can't think of a name.)

So Misa felt that she deserves to sit anywhere she wants and it won't disrupt anyone since she's not always sitting there. But, this Mexican girl tells Misa that she can't sit here because 'this is where my friends sit'. So, Misa tells that girl that there are plenty of spaces to sit and it doesn't exactly have to be this one and it ain't gonna bother you. The Mexican girl wouldn't agree and keep pressuring us to move and Misa said NO.

The Mexican girl turn her back and said "B****" really loud for Misa. Misa doesn't say nothing since she doesn't cuss and wouldn't cuss in such lame reason. In the end, we didn't move but we keep hearing the Mexican girl saying some nasty things about us since I heard her say Asian in Espanol at least more than 10 times. One thing that did make Misa super angry was the fact that the Mexican girl purposely drop her friends backpack and threw the lunch tray at her. But Misa still didn't cuss. ( also I didn't say anything since I hate the feeling of arguing and sometimes it makes me a crybaby. I'm pathetic.)

Anyways, one thing I did find many people say when they are mad is: What are you looking at? This is somewhat stupid to say because people usually look when they want to see the girl whose causing so much drama just for sitting in the shade. Man... what has society evolve to.

What I hate: People bad talking right in someones face or is near them.

Person I hate somewhat: My friend, not close friend though, but she did something that makes me hate her.

Characters:
Amy- hee hee it's me.
My lil sister- Yes the queen.
My friend- also cindy's friend too.
librarian- interesting indeed.

Situation: Today at the library we sat with the librarian which is near her desk and chatted with her. Suddenly my friend, decided she wants to sit where there are tables. She then located herself to this table that has this one girl. So, my sister and I sat with her. At first there are no problems since my sister and I ditched her to continue our talk with the librarian since this particular librarian is interesting.

So basically, my lil sister and I ditched my friend to talk to the librarian. Basically we discuss about sports and other stuff with the librarian. One thing I did learn is Lettermen, which is a jacket. Don't know if you guys know this but i learned it today. So anyways, while "we" talked my friend comes and starts trying to join the conversation. I don't mind that, but she constantly touch me which is weird, but my mom said that it is common for Chinese people to touch each other a lot cause this is a sign of friendship. But... in my mind I'm not really close to her which is ehh... little bit off.

Anyways, I don't tell her it's weird since I don't want to embarrass or be rude to her. But she did something that really pissed me off. Hee-- I'm jumping.

Okay... we went back to the table because librarian was busy and started to talk. At one point, this ONE GIRL that we were sharing the table started to use her phone. At first we didn't know she was using the phone and it shock us. (This girl that was sitting with us wasn't our friend, wasn't really active and doesn't talk much at school. Also, wasn't good looking.) And you know what my friend said that was extremely loud and rude. She said that " she's weird. She looks like she's talking to herself and that's weird. "

Yep that made me mad. Not only thing, she keep repeating it when I told her to stop saying it in front of the person that is apparently sharing table with us. In addition, that girl was looking at us. Yep LOOKING. Clearly she knows what my friend is talking about and she knows that that is an insult.

And you know what: My friend tried to cover it by saying that she's talking about someone else and we all know that she's talking about that girl. Ughh it makes me mad. And I told her to shut her trap and that's that.

Why this pisses me off: It reminds me of elementary school when I used to be bully like that. Especially people saying bad stuff about me. It hurts you know and you shouldn't say something like that in front of the person itself. It's pretty rude and I hate those type of person.

*** Just found a reason to hate my friend: I heard from my lil sister that my friend mimic the girl's mouth. The way the girl's lip isn't close and it's slightly open and different than others. You know what, I really want to punch my friend. Even though she doesn't think she did anything wrong, I won't let her off the hook. She has no right to insult others who are right near her, but i won't care if she does it behind her back. At least that person won't know about that insult and it won't hurt her as badly as hearing the insult from someones mouth. That's my opinion.

Also I do back talk people and I'm not proud of it. I do talk bad about this particular friend especially her habits of touching me and acting extremely girly and annoys me a lot with her following me.

Dragged to School

2010-09-01T19:57:00.000-07:00

Well, anyways before I describe my first day of school. I am going to tell u something awesome. You know what my mom won!!??? 5 Tickets to Soak City. YEAH. lol. One thing I love about my mom is her winning streak. Every time she goes to some event, she wins something. Not all expensive and Not all cheap. Also, she even won a TV and a DVD Player. Heck yea. My mom is lucky, but sort of embarrassing.

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I don't know if you guys notice, but I wasn't on for a few days due to another problem with my internet. This time it isn't the internet company's fault, but my very own rabbit Aggie. Sometimes i want to hit it. y? Cause it's a baka. So anyways, what Aggie did was she bit the wires for the phone and internet. *GASP* Yep, she's a biter.

School Schedule (8-31-10)

My first class is Orchestra. I'm going to play the violin again since I still have the instrument. I bought my very first violin when I was 5th grade and quit violin when I was 6th grade. Now I'm a junior ready to take violin again. *fun thing about this class is that there is a total of 6 people in this class.
Second Period. Chemistry. Teacher is so strict, but he's the best science teacher out of my district.
US History. This class was extremely crowded. At least 8 people have no desk including me. I was slow to class since my 2nd and 3rd are far apart.
Algebra II. Love the teacher because she's white and hilarious. She's so outgoing. Even my lil sister want to take her class instead of an AP level class.
English. This miss is white and extremely strict. Can't even have backpacks on the desk and neither our laps. She even gave detention to a kid on the first day for littering in her room.
Spanish. Hate espanol. I can't even remember the alphabet or the countries speaking spanish. I am so dead. More dead when it comes to presentation or Orally Report. Cry Amy. Cry.

Sucks that my classes are all far away from each other. Takes 5 minutes to get to the other class. It's like taking P.E. when I'm not even taking P.E.

Updating Me

2010-08-23T17:57:00.000-07:00

I know I've been busy. I been trying to catch up on Gintama and cleaning up junks in my rooms. I've been doing lots of things recently. Lots of random things to be exact. lol. Here's a list of things I've been doing:

Watching videos related to this topic: crazy fans jumping on stage or crazy fans.

Some videos I've encountered are funny, well sort of spooky. Like for example, a fan jump on stage when Lady Gaga was singing Bad Romance. That fan jump when Lady Gaga was singing "I don't want to be friends". lol. In the end, the crazy fan got toss off the stage by the dancers.

Here's a video of the woman who jump on stage and freak out Lady Gaga. Thought she was Japanese cause this concert was in Tokyo, but guess I was wrong. Can't load the video on blog so here's the link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fjQRr_f85cE

Here's a list of crazy fans jumping on "who" stages:
-Michael Jackson
-Britney Spears
-Jonas Brothers
-Justin Bieber ( Not a fan if anyone asks)

Here's an extra video ( contains a Japanese fan who loves Harry Potter and is extremely OUTGOING. Seriously OUTGOING lol.)

It's how crazy the fan are. Are you like that?

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So continuing on my list of stuff I'm doing:

2. Signing up for free catalogs. Don't ask "why".

3. Reading books and manga.

4. Drawing manga character. To be exact, forging it. lol. Currently trying to copy an image of Letter Bee main character. Not going good at the moment cause the uniforms are hard to draw.

5. Throwing away books and magazines. Taking a while cause I'm reading articles and looking at the pictures. lol

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Forgot to mention!!!!

All AGGIE'S babies died. Meaning the last two died yesterday (8-22-10). BOO. They only lasted to a week.

Babies Deprived of Food

2010-08-18T21:02:00.000-07:00

Today is a sad day. Why? It's quite simple. Another baby rabbit died because Aggie isn't fit to be a mother. Also, i was expecting this baby rabbit to live since it was healthy yesterday, but not today.

I also blame my mom and dad for giving so much advice that didn't work and now lead to another dead baby. Saying that Aggie is taking care of the babies is like saying Aggie can fly. No way is that happening anytime sooner. Aggie isn't fit to raise her child, let alone give birth to one.

The death of this baby made me cried especially how it died. It died of starving. You should have seen the way the stomach was sunken in and how it rarely moved. Even when my dad was feeding it, it didn't revive. It was like a skeleton. I knew it wasn't going to make it, but i wished it did.

The one with a green X is gone now. See how healthy it was and now a goner.
Didn't bury it, but threw it in a trashcan. Hope it goes to heaven.
Didn't get a chance to give this baby a name.

I'm never ever going to stick Aggie and Mimzy together. And I wished that Jerky was the one giving birth and not Aggie. Man... I'm teary. Death really makes me cry. Talk to u laterz.

Aggie's Babes and School Registration

2010-08-17T16:41:00.000-07:00

***Please change the following of Hinochi to Smiling for Hinochi. thanks.***

I hate School Registration more than anything in the world. Hate the heat, the cutting line people and the staff. They take forever. I spent 6 hours trying to get my registration finish. I went at 10 and came back at 4. What's with that!!

And you know what? At 11 the staff thought it was time they had lunch and decided to close all station till 1. Gag me!! Now my feet is so sore from standing in line.

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So, like I said in my previous blog, Aggie gave birth to 4 babies. They were all moving and alive, but sadly one of them didn't make it. Found it dead at night cause the body was very stiff. I was extremely sad that it didn't make it and wished that it did.

Now Aggie has 3 babies which are extremely health... I think. Don't know if Aggie is nursing them. Also, don't trust Aggie with the babies because she step on her own babies MANY TIMES. I practically want to punch Aggie, but can't do that since she's the mother.

Also, the babies are 3 days old. Can't wait till they have fur!!! Additionally, my dad said that the baby's would look more like Mimzy than Aggie. Yay! Well talk to u laters, more Gintama for me. HEEHEE

Aren't they adorable? Well kind of. lol. They remind me of the Naked Mole Rat in Kim Possible.

Birth to Babies

2010-08-15T16:38:00.000-07:00

*Please follow SmilingForAmy instead of Hinochi. Thank you. *

Remember I posted about Aggie giving birth to two dead babies, well this time she gave birth to 4 babies. Also, they were alive and moving around.

The sad part of this is that when my mom found out that the babies were born at night and that one baby was being chewed by the multiple of ants. Meaning... that one baby has lost an ear by the ants. In addition, it was the smallest baby out of the 4 which is sad in my opinion.

When I was checking if they were warm, all the babies except the one ear baby were warm. I guess the baby with one ear might not make it. I really do hope that it makes it. Y? Cause it somewhat reminds me of me at the moment. How? Cause right at the present, I think I'm consider weak out of all my cousins and my lil sister. I'm weak and not that smart. I think I had a defect or something, but I hope that isn't the case.

Well anyways, I hope they all live and that Aggie would give them milk. Also hope that Aggie does like my scent. Well, talk to u guys later.

My STAR TEST Report

2010-08-10T21:30:00.000-07:00

How I did on the test? My scores weren't good, but at least I tried. lol. I'm suppose to ace the STAR test, but I guess I got trump by it.

So here's my scores for each test I took:

5 Levels

Advance
Proficient
Basic
Below Basic
Far Below Basic

English- Advance. This is supposingly the easiest section of the test since we speak and learn english every day from school to home. What I hate about english test is basically the reading. OMG. They have like stories after stories.

Geometry - Basic. This is the only basic I had. I guess math isn't for me especially geometry. It's so hard. I hate the formula. I can't believe I will have to remember more formula when I go to college. I'll die before the next test comes.

World History- Proficient. I do love history. Love the facts and the stories behind it. What I hate is the government stuff like communism and socialism. It makes me confuse more and more. What I did learn from history is fun stuff. Stuff people still discuss such as WWII, Holocaust, and NATO.

Biology- Proficient. Happy that I didn't have to tear apart a frog to check its' insides. WHEW. I was about to faint when my teacher suggested that we have to cut open a frog. In the end, we decided to do hydroponics instead of frogs. Yippee. Anyways, biology is fun in my mind but no element is all i need. Hate the periodical Chart.

Life Science- Advance. I don't know why I had to take 2 science tests. It's weird. Besides, this test was way easier than biology.

Hope I do better in my junior year. Also, my registration is next week. Better finish filling those paperworks.

To my Previous Followers: Please change your following status to this blog instead of my previous blog, Hinochii.

Kingdom of Boredom

2010-08-05T17:13:00.000-07:00

These days, I'd been so bored. Why?

I don't watch anime 24/7 compared to before. Besides, I can't think of an anime I should watch. I was considering Gintama though... but it is a really long series.
I also don't read manga a lot. Most of the site I used to read manga are shut down or lagging me to extreme.
the computer is constantly going "page cannot be found", which totally makes me mad. GAHHHH!!!

What bothers me a lot this month or this week!!!

Mimzy's fur is uneven. Some are longer than others. That's why some of Mimzy's fur so long that it makes a circle. LOL. Can't stop thinkin about it. I want to cut the fur off if my dad lets me.

What am i doing this week or perhaps the whole month.

Going to the gym to lose weight and have some fun, but hate to see Muscular guys everywhere I go. It makes me go EWWWWW!!!!

Love this song: "Noble Roar" in the anime - Innocent Venus